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sometimes my own words feel empty.. and don't really show the feelings that i hold inside.. therefor.. 'what about the world today? what about the place that we call home? we've never been so many, and we've never been... so alone.. SO ALONE.. you keep watching from your picket fence, you keep talking but it makes no sense.. you say we're not responsible, but we are, we are.. you wash your hands and come out clean, fail to recognize the enemies within.. you say we're not responsible, but we are.. we are.. WE ARE..' 'every time i try to fly i fall without my wings, i feel so small.. i guess i need you, baby..' 'i know you'll have a beauti

I wonder if we control our own lives.. Or does some kind of a force does it for us..? I’m I writing this cause I want to or cause I’m nearly a player in someone’s game, an unimportant messenger to someone who’s bigger than me and whole my life? Imagine that one day you find out that you don’t control your life… What would you do? Surrender? Or resist faith even stronger? What would you say if you knew that you’re unimportant to a game you call life? Would you do your best to matter like Herostratus although you would be remembered as a fool or would you go with it and call it your faith? What would you do if

i'm leaving again, running away.. going to nnp whit my school.. it's kind of like school trip but with learning, unfortunately.. i don't really feel like going.. it's gonna be fun for a few days but i'm gonna crack somewhere in the middle of a week and probably be freaking out the rest of the journey. and i'm gonna miss my boyfriend, my little cute pooky.. in fact, i miss him already.. maybe my greek teacher is right, maybe i really am obsessed.. but it feels great :).. anyway i hope i'm gonna make some nice photos during the week.. ...bigger boys and stolen sweet hearts, so i'm better off without her anyway.. said i wasn't sad to see her go